IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
TIL MINNE OM OFRENE I OSLO OG UTØYA 22.07.11
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When GOD looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There is no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven,
And now at last you are free.
So won't you take my hand.
And share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we are far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
Denne bloggen handler ikke om shopping, hvem jeg traff i går eller spennende ting jeg er med på. Den handler ikke om politikk eller et religiøst trossamfunn. Den handler ikke så mye om hva jeg kan og gjør. men hvem jeg ER. Hvorfor det i vår tid er så vanskelig å "være mot andre som vi ønsker at andre skal være mot oss", å " elske sin neste som seg selv". Tross all materiell velstand, vitenskap og utvikling i samfunnet blir mennesket mer og mer en dårligere utgave av seg selv. Grådighet, krav og klage er vår hverdag. Og så betaler vi litt her og litt der for at noen skal frelse oss og finne ut for oss hvem vi ER, for vi klarer ikke finne oss selv. Jeg kan ikke annet enn å erkjenne denne tilstanden vi er i, men jeg ønsker ikke å være en del av den. Jeg lar meg ikke flyte med strømmen og godta at "sånn er det bare". For det er ikke forenelig med mitt innerste vesen, det er ikke forenelig med Gud, det er ikke forenelig med nestekjærlighet. Denne bloggen handler om min prosess, gjennom å tilegne meg lærdom, og erkjennelse fra mitt indre. Prosessen til opplysthet og full bevissthet. Bevissthet er å kjenne sitt innerste, der hvor den uendelige gleden over å være til ligger, som fyller oss med uselvisk kjærlighet til alt og alle. Det vesenet vi er født til å være.

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